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I’m lucky I slept. I am so tortured right now. Feeling alienated and uninspired. Now in a strange new place, I am even more uncomfortable.
The cat is sweet, however – quiet.
I’m not eating. I made a horrible dinner. Something in the cabinet was off so it ruined the marinade and thus the meal.
Is this what it is like for me to be insane? Had one of those recurring fits when I dozed at the computer last night. I thought I might have a bunch of fits today. So far nothing.
And looks like I lost another friend/acquaintance. Without many in the first place, the loss looms large.
I’m tired of all of you who say you “love us” or are “on our side” yet do not listen. You demand that we listen to your criticism and advice. Tons of you are giving advice all over the place (most of it stupid or tried), rare is a good listener. A giver of advice is an egoist; a caring person is a listener.
God I’m hating food! Nothing tastes good.
Practicing the opening of our new opera to debut it at Gold Hive.
I’m trying to be as offensive as possible. Those who remain after the offensive are truly fans and friends because they know . . . They know what? They know that I am offensive but they still like me. Some even like me for being offensive.