Above original 3D GIF created in Cinema 4D by Thoth
Finally a different wakeup call. I remember it from my youth when my stories and characters were so alive and vibrant they kept me awake, urging me to write about them.
We were going to head up to Mendocino early but several things are delaying us: the new GoPro camera will arrive by 3PM; the daughter of our housemate wants us to sing “Heaven Scent” for the family’s memorial.
I’ll have to drive the winding road at night. I’m scared and yet – it’s right. Always being tested.
Sylvia: finally a true goddess helping us! She’ll kill me with laughter.
I just realized that all the people who are our allies kill me with laughter.
Funny that I’ve started blogging again at the exact beginning of my death dance. How long will that be? As long as it takes – plenty of time and no time at all. I had lost hope in the last few months and thought I would eventually go connected to tubes in some nursing facility or worse. No! I refuse to die the way society decrees because it fears death. I will go as a true spirit warrior!
My thoughts about death are not in any way morbid. So don’t you think it. My thoughts about death are the most life affirming and optimistic. Just watch and listen. I die whenever I prayform.
Funny, I just remembered that when Obama was elected president, I had a bittersweet feeling because, although I was happy for the break in the presidential racial lineage, I knew our time would not come under his watch. But now with this evil monster as president, I know for sure everything is going to happen. The signs are certain.
One of the misleading qualities of augury is that being timeless, it’s difficult to tell when the event or circumstance may happen. Yet, when its time comes, nothing can stop it, not even your millions of stolen dollars.