Disco Ball

Disco Ball

  • Above original 3D GIF created in Cinema 4D by Thoth
  • I have many physical pains but one of the ways of dealing with them is that I invite them in to the party. I find that when I don’t accept them in they make more noise and clamor. As soon as I say “Welcome! We are now companions for life” they quiet down. In certain cases almost completely.
  • I used – and continue – to hate when someone goes on and on about pains they have. They are their only topic of conversation. Every time I am with them they speak of the pains they are suffering from. My mother has tried to coax me into talking about pains. I refuse. The only thing I say to pain is: “You won’t stop me from doing my being duty. In fact, all of you are my allies towards the full expression of my death dance – to transform you from suffering into pure love.”
  • Better morning than most. Sunrise is such a beautiful time of the day.
  • A mother just said her baby starts crying like crazy during sunset. Funny, that’s what I do (not as openly as she does). That’s why I like prayforming at sunset.
  • I feel like an alchemist when I prayform. All my feelings – anger, sadness, envy, hurt,  . . . – (lead) are transformed into love (gold).
  • Death dance is my ultimate goal.
  • Death is around us today. Our housemate went on his final journey at about 11 AM. Strange! We hardly knew him but are mightily affected.

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