I passed you the other day, and you sang at me (notice how I say “at” rather than “to” – romantic, or “for” – humble) . . . you sang at me in an out-of-tune falsetto. Were you auditioning for me? If yes, it was horrible. So what were you doing? Mocking? Mocking me? Of course you were. You think that if you expel air from your larynx in that inefficient and horribly unpleasant way, you can humiliate me into stopping my “weird” countertenor singing? Sorry! Never! Better people than you have tried (including my own mother), and none have succeeded.

Let me ask you a question: How could you – a loser, a scummy drug dealer who spends most of his time standing in the square hounding tourists to sell them cocaine or second grade weed – ever have the hubris to mock a person like me – a person devoted to service rather than parasitical greed, whose merchandise uplifts rather than addicts, whose talent has been practiced for twice if not three times your lifespan, whose . . .

A few people would contend that you are envious. However, I don’t believe that you are intelligent enough to be envious. You lack the acumen even to recognize how much skill and imagination it requires to do what I do. No you’re not envious, you’re just a bully, trying to control me because my mode of expression makes you uncomfortable.

You may be surprised to learn how unoriginal your mocking is. So many people have behaved towards me like you did. So many! Additionally, I would say that in general the most talentless imbeciles, lazy idiots, and inconsequential losers choose to mock people. My nature has always been too complex for this dual world. I have been mocked throughout my life, almost from the moment I was born – by everyone.

But look where it has gotten you, all you mockers. Nowhere! You continue to sell drugs in the square or die of overdose or murder or work in a dead-end job, or worse. And while I continue being creative, doing what I do, growing and becoming more and more expressive, you – steeped in anger, hatred, and envy – waste your life away doing nothing at all except trying to injure more creative and intelligent people than you.

But you know the difference between you and me: I have compassion for you. I really want you to do better. I am rooting for you to do better. You can begin by recognizing how terrible your dead-end life is and seeking a path to your creative self.

5 thoughts on “Mocking

  1. Sarah Tornai

    I love your writing. You are that. Yes, from this writing I can feel that you deeply know your own worth and how ridiculous it would be to put any value on your “haters” other than the value they provide by inspiring good writing. Thank you for taking the time to share yourself.

  2. Mike R

    Why would you let such a low life upset
    you? By acknowledging him he accomplished
    exactly what he was trying to do.
    You don’t deserve disrespect from anyone,
    let alone a druggie loser.
    Keep your chin up and focus on all the
    love that you both get from so many.
    Love to you and Lila,
    Mike R.

  3. Utho

    With all due respect, great art has to polarize – and thus to draw negative reactions from people that are not capable of grasping it. You, both you, are presenting demanding, complex and inspiring musicality which is bound to overtask the average mong on the street.
    In german, we have a saying:”Wirfst Du Perlen vor die Säue, bekommst Du gegrunze – aber keine Dankbarkeit!”
    “When you are throwing pearls to the pigs, you´ll get grunting – but no gratitude.”

    Please do not allow the opinions of primitive, infantile and uncultured persons to affect you in any way. They will never be able to understand, they will never be able to respond on eye-level.
    Carry on being unique, creative and inspiring!!!

    1. Bill

      JAAAAAAAA, gut gesagt!!! Und wenn man die grosste Schonheit des ganzen Universums vor das Publikum wirft, bekommt man oft nur die Stille.


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