Category Archives: General

Curved Enscribing

Curved Enscribing

  • Above original 3D GIF created in Cinema 4D by Thoth
  • Any person who says things that undermine one’s life intensity and goals is an enemy, no matter with what good will they claim their remarks come from. Making it through life to ones death with elegance is difficult enough without naysayers (including and most particularly parents).
  • Can I wake up at least one morning with joyful enthusiasm and optimism? Is this what waking up is going to be from now on? Disillusionment, fear and pain?
  • You are an ass and I’m glad I didn’t have time to tell you what I really think of you. You have fooled everyone in your life into thinking you’re an upright manly man but you’re just a coward and a bully. As soon as you get someone who can push back against your will you run.
  • Also, you were only a wannabe musician. You gave up a long time ago. So do I care what you think of my music and prayformance. Although a pretty boy, you looked like an ape, trying to imitate all the other rockers around you instead of developing and creating your own style.
Excited Delectations

Excited Delectations

  • Above original 3D GIF created in Cinema 4D by Thoth
  • A hot bath made my knee feel so much better.
  • We climb a ladder to our bedroom these days. If we didn’t use a pee jar, then we’d have a multitude of golden falls. Lucky our mother in-law isn’t anywhere around.
  • Yeshua always spoke of judgment because your tendency is to look outward for things to correct, not inward. Thus, many of you see others as the cause of evil not identifying the evil within.
Pyramid Skein

Pyramid Skein

  • Above original 3D GIF created in Cinema 4D by Thoth
  • I wake up in terror, tired yet unable to sleep.
  • My mother in-law is claiming she didn’t throw us out but that we “chose to leave.” Is this a matter of semantics? I didn’t hear her once say “stay”; instead she said she’d call the police if we didn’t go, so we “chose” to go.
  • Lila’Angelique has terrible parents. Mine aren’t too good either. Narcissists all.
Fuming_Quadrants

Fuming Quadrants

  • Above original 3D GIF created in Cinema 4D by Thoth
  • Playing again for the first time in 2 months was great. Very helpful for healing.
  • Who cares how many notes I’m playing on the violin? When you’re dying, life only comes down to one note.
Concentric Circles

Concentric Circles

  • Above original 3D GIF created in Cinema 4D by Thoth
  • Another wake up at 4 AM with terror and fear as bedfellows.
  • A cool morning walk to the supermarket for fruit and seeds and fun publicly stuffing myself in front of the market.
  • San Francisco is so grungy. Very interesting waiting for a bus at night on Market Street.
  • So many businesses dead in Rockridge.
  • I bring my violin to play not just to carry it.